It’s Valentines Day.

Will had alerted me that he had a “surprise” for me and that he was going to have it delivered to work for me, but alas I have been a sick lil puppy and haven’t been at work so he decided he would just have to bring it to me.

Soooo, I had gone back to sleep and was napping when I heard the doorbell ring. I didn’t get up because I figured it was just FedEx or UPS or however Heather ended up sending my package she said she would be sending. So I’m dosing when my Mom comes running into the living room. “Get up! Will’s at the door! He’s brought you… something!”

Now I look AWFUL. I did take a shower last night so I didn’t look too terribly awful, but I had total bedhead and icky morning breath.

Apparently, he doesn’t care.

LOL

Have I mentioned lately that I absolutely LOVE him?

I really, really do.

He stayed for a little bit. His Dad was waiting in the van and they had more Cupid stops to make, but I got to see him. It’s the first time I’ve actually gotten to see him since I was with him last week on Monday and Tuesday for the Funeral.

But yeah… I love him.

And I totally did NOT expect any of what I ended up getting.

Take a look…

This is the inside of my card:

The Poodle sings “Who put the bomp In the bomp bah bomp bah bomp…”

Today I went back to work.

And made it all of an hour and forty-five minutes.

As soon as I had to look at a screen and listen to something in my ear, I spazzed out. I felt like I was having a horrible panic attack. So I got permission to leave and went BACK to the doctor.

I am not sick, per say. My blood work all came back fine, so apparently what has happened is since I got ‘un-engaged’ and a little before then, I really haven’t been taking care of myself. I haven’t really done anything for myself or even tried to take care of myself so I’ve gotten run down.

It may also have something to do with my eyesight, but we won’t know that until next week when I go for my eye exam.

Anyway, since it’s not Diabetes, or my Thyroid, OR Celiac Disease (that we know of), we went ahead and narrowed it down to nutrition and my not taking care of myself.

And in an effort to change that, I made a purchase today…

So far they seem to be doing the trick a little.

I feel the best I have felt in almost a month.

As a matter of fact, today is actually the first time in about a week that I’ve been able to even mess with my computer for any real length of time – and I’m kinda getting a headache, but at least I don’t feel as awful as I have the last few days.

So whatever I have been dealing with – which could be a number of things – is seeming to affect my ability to work. I still can’t focus straight and since I still seem to have the problems when I have carbs or things that have no gluten listed, but do say wheat, I have had to stay out another day.

I felt positively tired and run down. My mind just doesn’t function properly.

What did I do today?

Absolutely nothing. I did not go anywhere, I have not done anything.

I’ve mostly slept because I feel so bad.

Anyway, you get to see what I saw today… well, tonight.

I’m going to try to go to work tomorrow, but I don’t know how well that will go over.

Anyway… I give you a bad picture of the most beautiful beagle I have ever seen!

Uno! Best in show

I had a busy day today.

I called out from work because I can’t think straight at all. My mind is all jumbled and I am still not acting “right” according to my Momster.

So, I went to the doctor. They drew blood and now I get to wait two weeks to find out what’s wrong with me.

Joy.

Buuut, I did manage to get a little bit done.

On the way home from the doctor, since I had no idea when I’d be out of the house again, I went ahead and got the tickets for the concert.

And look what I found in my driveway when I got back home…

T’is neighbor cat – his name is Ralphie and he thinks he is a dog.

Seriously.

I haven’t been feeling well and it seems my gluten/wheat allergy (ish) is coming back. I haven’t felt worth a toot all day.

In an effort to find SOMETHING I can eat that doesn’t make me miserable, we went to Zaxby’s.

I had a Caesar salad with grilled chicken.

It didn’t bother me much but I’ve noticed that I am beginning to feel a little “spacey” – I can’t concentrate or focus right.

I’m so tired and I feel strange.

I think I’m going to have to go to the doctor tomorrow.

Dateline -  Daytona Beach, Florida -

IT’S NASCAR SEASON AGAIN!!!

So I got up at 5:00am this morning. Got ready to go to work. Headed to work. AND then, halfway to work had to turn around and come home.

I was sick as doggie.

Came back home.

And went back to bed.

This is the extent of my day right here -

I AM SO DOUBLY PISSED!!

I used to have my photoblog on my website but some how I managed to delete the whole damn thing while I was trying to upgrade to the new release.

So 107 days (give or take a couple) are gone. I’ve still got the pix on the computer, but the entries are gone.

I am sooooo sad, can’t ya tell?